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on reading
Reading is one of the great loves of my life, it falls behind the Berkshire Belle, who is also a great reader, that’s one of the things that brought us closer way back, and probably sits alongside music as a joint second.
In my early days we didn’t have pre-school or play school, so the basics of reading came from my parents. Having been born in October my start at primary school aged 5 came a month before my 5th birthday, and so I was usually always the oldest in my class, and such things can make a difference. Reading was one of the joys of school for me, even if it was the teacher who was doing the reading whilst we tried to follow in the book.
My education was spread across three primary, and two secondary, schools as my parents moved around, and my primary education was also interrupted by illness, bouts of bronchial asthma keeping me off school for weeks at a time, but that brought a different dimension to my learning. My parents were in service, and the big house always had a library, amongst which could be found books that the owner’s sons had read. I had a fount of learning that I could enjoy whilst flat on my back in bed, with even the slightest exertion causing me breathing spasms.
I also had a world atlas, bought cheaply at a jumble sale, and a 1940’s copy of Webster’s dictionary. As I read I could look up words that I didn’t know, and I could find on the map the places where my stories were set (even fictional places are usually given some geographic context). I was learning to read, a modicum of history and geography plus some moral values, all whilst lying in bed. I also had the family ratio brought up to me every morning, and could listen to that; Worker’s Playtime, Women’s Hour, Mrs Dale’s Diary and more all entertained me, and taught me, even if I didn’t understand all that I was learning at that stage.
I had read Rider Haggard before I was ten, and was along way ahead of my classmates when at school, even allowing for being nearly a year older that some of them. Once I got to secondary school we got into specific reading through the terms with the aim of critiquing and explaining these books. Rumer Golden’s An Episode of Sparrows is the first of these that I remember, and I have a copy of that on my Kindle now. We moved on to John Steinbeck’s Of Mice an Men, and both of these books taught me a little of a book having more than just the story about them. I didn’t really understand it until some years later; for me a story was a story, and I either liked to or not.
I knew from bible studies about parables, but it took me years to pick up that many books have moral values and social commentary floating along with the story. When asked to write an essay on the background to a passage from Mice and Men, I wrote something facetious about what Mr Steinbeck had eaten for breakfast having upset his digestion. My English Literature teacher launched into me over that one, but once she had got that off her chest, she did admit that it was both beautifully written and had made her laugh. I went back to enjoying stories and didn’t bother about allegorical writing.
I was in the generation that followed the beat one, and, Steinbeck aside, I struggled with a lot of the modern writing of my schooldays; Jack Kerouac I went back to 15 years or so ago, and still can’t get on with him, nor could I relate to Huncke, Ginsberg, Hemingway et al, and still can’t. And whilst my tastes haven’t changed to accommodate them, they have in terms of some authors that I used to avidly read, but now don’t enjoy.
The Berkshire Belle and I read two or three books a week each at least. I always have an ebook on my ‘phone to read during breaks at work, another on my iPad mini for reading at home, a talking book to listen to in the car on my commute and a physical book beside my armchair. We have over a thousand books around the house, and almost three thousand in our shared ebook library. We share a love of books, and will read almost anything, including the ingredient lists on food containers, but whilst I read, and enjoy, some of her books, she has no interest in mine, we just love reading.
Most of my reading these days is non-fiction, but I still enjoy a story, and the use of language to tell it. I don’t read much modern fiction, some I like, but little of it compares, for me, with what Verne, Wells, Conan-Doyle, Buchan and co could turn out. Amongst my favourites are the first two Musketeer sagas, and both of these are Victorian translations from books written earlier that century. Language has evolved, but I enjoy much of the earlier incarnations.
The advent of the ebook has been a blessing in that we just don’t have enough space in the house. I am planning more bookshelves at the moment, as we have one cupboard that we can’t access because my lady has a vast collection of cook books stacked on the floor in front of it. Ebooks allow us to keep collecting, but there is nothing to compare with the joy of a new hardback book.
My eyesight is not what it was and loss of my sight is one of my greatest concerns. To no longer to be able to read would take away a massive part of my life. People who say that they have bought a book to read on holiday I can’t understand; I would need at least four for a fortnight away, and would probably take six. One of the great joys of our thirty plus years of American vacations were the bookstores; Barnes and Noble, Borders, BooksaMillion and many others. A lot of our trips, where we were booked for an overnight stop before driving on, were planned around dinner and a Barnes and Noble visit before bed. We would inevitably spend more on books that evening that on dinner, there was no point in taking books with us when we could buy them at the other end.
Reading has taught me much, but, whilst I get pleasure from learning, I also get it from a good story, one that draws me in, where I feel I know the characters, and am sad to part from them at the end. I love it.
on theory versus practice
That title almost suggests a rivalry or conflict between the two, but they are complementary tools. A leader needs both and the more of each that they have the more effective their leadership should be. You can start with either, it really doesn’t matter which. The important thing is to keep a balance between the two.
Theory is fine from the basic thought process through to detailed research. Taking time to consider why things work, or don’t work, is important. Reading, listening and discussing should be something that we all do so that we can understand out actions and the likely consequences of them. Continuous improvement is essential, but theory alone will not be enough.
As a practitioner you gain experience and that builds two things. One is that you can improve your judgement and, for some tasks, you will cease to consciously think about certain things and just do them automatically. Think about driving a car, operating a piece of equipment or playing an instrument. To begin with you are slow and jerky in how you do things, but, with practice, you just do them fluidly. The same applies to how you lead or manage as your experience makes some things instinctive in the way that you respond. The other thing that experience brings is that you can better understand the theory if you have done the job and being able to relate theory with the practice of doing. For some they will begin to contribute to and further develop that theory.
There are theorist who have never practiced and there are practitioners who have not studied theory. It isn’t a problem, but the better people in either discipline have experience of both fields and the marriage of both makes for the best results. From my own experience some of the worst people that I have had to work for have been stuck in one camp or the other and, if I had to choose, I would go for a practitioner every time for there is an element of truth in the old adage that those who can do and those who can’t teach.
One example comes to mind of a boss who was on an MBA course and at team meetings we would get to some point of planning and he would announce that he had just done that module on his course and, pulling the relevant binder off his bookshelf would regale us with its contents. Now there would be the odd nugget that we could use, and did, but most times he was not bright enough to spot the relevance and would go banging on past that point with all sorts of bullet points read verbatim off the page; he had no real idea of how to apply the knowledge let alone apply it to any good effect. The theorist at his worst.
Your abilities will evolve as you go along. You will learn from your mistakes and, better still, from the mistakes of others. If you also try and learn from your successes you can pool all of that and go read some theory to see where you can spot the joins; how much of your success and failure can you match with the theory. The correlation of these points of reference can help you improve through a better understanding of the theoretical side of what you do and a better understanding of why certain results come from your actions (or inactions).
It is not always easy as a practitioner to find the time to study, but it is worth finding some if for no other reason that the better you get at your job the more time you will find that you have. All too often you can find yourself firefighting issues and coping with re-working mistakes. These are the two biggest wastes of your time and as you get better they are the easiest things to fix. Use the time that this gives you to think further about what you do and how you can do it better is the best investment you can make in yourself.
It is not easy, but none of the good things are cheap. Something as worthwhile as this is worth working for. Give it a try, starting today.
on personal motivation
Last week I was musing on teams, but the question of what motivates the leader is always worth considering, especially when the leader is you. Just like everyone else leaders have bad days, even bad weeks, but have to hide that from the troops as best as they can because the rot will spread. Whatever is going on inside the world needs to see a positive attitude.
One of the hardest things that a leader has to face up to and find a way to conquer is fear. There is no getting away from it; everyone will be afraid at some point and failure is probably the biggest cause of fear. It is important here to look at failure from two perspectives; failures through a mistake, making the wrong call or whatever, is something that you should embrace because you can learn from these things. There may be bad consequences, but you still can look at why you made the wrong decision and do better next time.
The other form of failure comes from where you fail to act, to not do something that you knew needed doing, but just let it slide. The fear then move to the consequences and, let’s be honest, if you pull this one then you deserve what you get. You ought to learn from this too though, the lesson being that, as the leader, you have to face whatever the job throws at you. The old adage of if you can’t stand the heat then stay out of the kitchen was never more apt.
Motivation for a leader may come from material things; car, money, fringe benefits, power and the like. At the core should always be a desire to do the best that you can though and to improve all the while. Managing fear will come though all of that and one driver will be your ambition.
Looking back I don’t know where my ambition came from and it certainly rarely ever seemed to have any focus. As a small boy I wanted to be a coach driver; it seemed wonderful to me to be able to take people on trips that gave such pleasure whilst also getting to drive what I thought were the most wonderful vehicles. That faded to be replaced by becoming a pilot and that looked, briefly, as though there might have been a chance, but it didn’t work out. By then I had begun to experience the careers advice offered at school and had decided that I wanted to be a manager. I had no idea as to what they did, but going to work in a suit, having a nice car, an office and a secretary all seemed attractive.
Others had the same idea about me as I later came to understand and worked hard on developing me in that direction. I was an organiser in my teens and was given responsibility at school that I did not understand the significance of for many years. It was only when I was into the development of others that I started to understand some of the opportunities that I had wasted, or at least not fully grasped, in my younger days.
Eventually I made it, going all the way from the shop floor to the boardroom. The two things that seemed to drive me, and that I thrived on, was having responsibility and influence. They were my motivators even if it did take me time to recognise their influence. But I think that underpinning all motivating factors is that you need to be hungry for success and to do what you need to to earn it.
I did, at times specialise at work. I have four professional qualifications in IT, Purchasing Facilities Management and Logistics each of which was acquired when I was specialising in those areas, but the common thread was that I was a decent organiser, or manager, and got things done. I established a reputation through project delivery, but was equally successful at routine operations and still regard myself as a generalist rather than a specialist.
For me I was fortunate in that I had a lot of training along the way. The opportunities to learn were always grasped with both hands right from my first school days and I still, aged 68, will grab any opportunity to try something new that comes my way. How you motivate yourself is something that you must find. Don’t sweat it too much, but do try and see if you can understand what makes you tick and channel it to you advantage.
on the paradox of knowledge
I vaguely recall being told when I was in my late teens that the more we know the less we know and thought then that this was ridiculous. Clearly I did not then know enough.
Over my professional career there have been many occasions when my team and I have been engaged in planning something and have gone through that stage where our researches have led us to a point where we have more questions than answers; every answer that we seek leads to more questions and it is an iterative process that all project teams go through.
At some point in one of these project team meetings someone gave that long forgotten answer again; the more we know the less we know and it struck me that, far from being nonsense, it was actually true. It is aligned to another old adage about a little knowledge being a dangerous thing and I have had moments where I have made a fool of myself trying to use a new piece of knowledge only to find that what I knew barely scratched the surface.
Everything that you learn opens the door to more learning. I know now that this is what fuels my own passion for learning and it is so easy now. As a boy I had an old atlas of the world and a dictionary of similar vintage and these were my main sources of reference. No I have a tablet beside me for much of the time and, if not that, then a mobile (cell) ‘phone. With a few clicks I can check all sorts of facts and have been known to spend an entire evening digging through having started on one topic and been led to various threads from that.
The opportunity to learn is all around us these days and there is no excuse for not using it. Ignorance may be bliss, but I am a lot happier knowing things and seeking to know more. Hopefully I will never lose that urge to learn something new every day.
on opportunities to learn
Last week I was chatting on line with a former colleague who I first met when he was in one of the Belfast offices of the firm we both worked for. Amongst our reminiscences the Scottish office also came up and our conversation has sparked many memories of working with the top men in both locations. Read more…
on a question of discipline
I wrote in a midweek blog recently about keeping one’s skills current when on furlough or just unable to work. With the Covid-19 lockdown continuing (this is being written two or three weeks ahead of publication) another skill comes to mind; that of discipline. Read more…
on the leadership advice that no-one gave me
Last week I was asked what advice I could give to someone who was about to make the move up from the shop floor to their first management position. It’s forty five years since I had my own first go at taking that step and the memories of it are still painful today. Read more…
the art of handwriting
To hear that a number of schools are ceasing to teach pupils handwriting saddens me. I understand that the generations coming through make use of portable devices to write upon, but I don’t agree that these things make the art of handwriting redundant.
I am of an age where we were taught to write with pen on paper. Lined pages where we would use two lines for a capital or tall letter and just the lower line for smaller letters, scratching away with a pen and ink as we developed our own styles around the standard form.
As we mastered to letters and how to assemble them into words we began to learn sentences, paragraphs and beyond and we began to understand grammar. There was a lot more to understanding our language than just writing out words, but the ability to write helped a lot in communicating.
In my early years at work computers we beginning to make an impact. Computers then were big things that we didn’t ever see, but we had to cater for the people who fed the information and for about four years the majority of the writing that I did was to complete forms where there was a space for each letter (or number) and all letters had to be in capitals. When that job came to an end and I moved on to one where I was drafting contracts for one of the ladies in the typing pool to turn into a document that we could send out I had to pretty much teach myself to write all over again for I had not written a sentence let alone a paragraph for so long. It took me almost three months before I could manage legible joined up writing on a consistent basis and since then I have tried to keep up a regular writing regime.
The advent of the word processor was, to some extend, a boon in that it became so easy to redo something that you didn’t like the look of and then the ability to check your spelling and grammar were other benefits, but these things are not fool proof. As we used to say in the early days of computing; garbage in, garbage out and as someone who writes a lot (25,000 words is a slow week) it is easy to miss some of the silly things that can occur. Why else would so many people turn off predictive text?
Language is a living thing and it evolves all of the time. I don’t want to stop that, but if we lose the basic skills of forming letters and words I don’t believe that it is going to help. Over the last thirty years or so I have encountered so many young people coming to work for me who cannot do any basic mathematics because they have used calculators from an early age and have little or no understanding of how numbers work. They trust entirely anything that comes off a spreadsheet even when there is a blatant error. I see the loss of handwriting as bringing the same problems with words and it saddens me.
Change is all around us and it is inevitable, but not everything that we do brings progress. Each generation of children represents the future of our various civilisations and I don’t think that we should deprive them of basic skills. Sooner or later we will regret doing so.


